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Her Stolen Voicebox{my voice is shaking from your impulsive stares
and you got my fingers bent from the angry storm in your
gestures}

because i won't say i love you.

(i wish you could see that i do)

by that heart-shaped carving on my
collar bone with your initials inside.

[you got "actions speak louder than words"
engraved across your fleshy spine]

but you still let your jealousy yank the words off
my tongue.

I can write it a million times, but i'll be a apocalyptic
earthquake if speak in front of you.

I Wish I Hated YouFor never being there for me,
For everything you've ever done,
I wish for more than anything,
That I was your only one.

It's been so many years,
Crying all of these stupid tears,
Not believing a word you've said,
Leaving me feeling dead.

For all the lies you've told,
Making me feel deranged,
I wish for more than anything,
That for me you could've changed.

You tell me how much I mean to you,
You tell me you love me too,
Stop pretending that you do,
I know it's not true.

For days and nights on end,
You left me all alone,
I wish for more than anything,
That you'd just pick up your phone.

I don't know what to do anymore,
Exce

I Have Never

I have never quite forgiven myself
I have never felt like I deserve better
I have never felt so depressed
And I guess I have never felt love

I have never had a smaller hope
I have never had so much faith
I have never cried so many times
And I guess I have never felt so lost

I have never ever been so thoughtful
I have never in my dreams grinded so wide
I have never lost my faith in you
But I guess, that's why it hurts

PretendingYou can run and you can hide
But don't think you can do the same with your lies
There on the table, out for all to see
Truth has been illuminated not just to me
You can pull the wool over the eyes
Of those you say you don't despise
Too bad, you can't do the same with yourself

Do you hate yourself when you look into the mirror?
How can you like the monster that stares back?
You were a demon with the mask of an angel
And when the mask comes off we will all see
Just how hideous you must really be

Want A Kiss?"Hey Lexi."

"Hey Jake."

"What are you eating?"

"Hershey's."

"Ooh."

"Want a kiss?"

"What?!"

"The chocolate you moron."

"Oh. Sure."

"..."

"..."

"Want a kiss?"

"As in chocolate?"

"No."

"Okay."

Don't.Don't do anything.
Anything at all.
Don't cry.
Nor cut.
Don't try to fall.
Don't think it's all over.
Don't try to leave this place.
Stay.
Stay here.
With me.
For all eternity.
We can laugh.
And joke.
We can think of this as a hoax.
Make it unreal.
Learn how not to feel.
Be happy with ourselves.
Feel joy once more.
Please Don't.
Don't leave.

Seeping from the Clouds

I stand, motionless, out in the rain,
And release all the searing pain,
Because no matter the number of attempts that I try,
No one willingly becomes witness, nor aid to the tears I cry.

With these droplets of water sliding down my face,
And my hair whipping wildly about me as would lace,
I hold my arms above and widely spread,
To raise them fully above my head.

I allow myself to listen as the wind whispers, wipes my tears,
And blows until there are no remains of my once hidden fears,
Holding on to the calming embrace of the rain,
I peel away from the unwelcoming pain.

CagedI was the pretty little bird that you trapped in your cage,
the sweet little bird that you kept chained to your stage.
Doomed for a life behind iron bars,
clad with sorrow that tore my wings apart.
Everyday you sat, just inches away,
made me sing every hour,every minute of the day.
My lungs clattered,
broke from these agonizing songs.
Why didn't you notice what you were doing was wrong?
For every time I sang, you set up new locks,
treated me like a doll you kept inside a box.
So I fled, I ran, I wanted to be free,
wanted to be a bird sitting high up on a tree.
The wind blew, the rain raged, there was no hand that feeds.
The worl

Open My DoorsKeep me on my feet
For my strength is not enough
Hold me while I sleep
Cause I'm afraid, that I won't wake up

Kiss me on my cheek
For I need to know what it feels like
Help me build my dreams
Cause those I made alone, they died and fell apart

Make me lose my mind
I want to be lost in you
Help me go insane
For if I'm crazy with you, nothing else will matter

Light a candle for me
I'm afraid to touch the flame
Open up my doors
For in the end, it was I who locked them
Alone

What If...?What if one more lonely day
Is just too much for you to take
What if it's too long
What if it's too far away

What if every time I tried
To make you feel like it's alright
You still broke down
You still cried

What if every word I said
Had never stuck inside your head
Would you be here
In his stead

It's just one more lonely day
They come and then they go away
And every time
I say you're mine
Keep what I said
In your head

Cause I know that it may seem too long
Like that day is just too far away
Please know that I'll still be around
To dry your tears, won't let you drown
As long as you remain here too
Cause nobody could rep

Waiting ForeverI've tried to move away,
Away from this anchor that binds me in place,
Away from all the pain in the past,
But I can't escape.

I know now,
As well as I did all that time ago,
That I'd never forget you,
No matter how much I try.

Is it so wrong,
That I can love someone so dearly,
That I never forget them,
No matter how hard I try.

That I ignore those around me,
And knowing that I lie to them,
As much as I try to lie to myself,
When I say I've forgotten.

Because I can remember,
Every single second with her,
Every breath I took in her presence,
And every smile that flickered across her face.

It's been ten months,
I still can'

Never Meant To BeWalkin' down this road,
I know that I am all alone

You will never show,
Of course you won't,
You're far too slow!

I will keep on runnin'
as fast an I can go and,
you just have to catch up with me!

'Cause I will never fall for you
Like that time that I did back in Highschool,
You had your chance, I'm over you,
A million times I've played your fool

But now it's time for me,
To sail across the seas,
Its clear to me,
You were merely a Dream,

We were Never Meant to Be
We were Never Meant to Be

As I am walking,
I hear a sound ,
and turn around.

I slap myself for thinking
that it might be you
I'm such a fool!

I guess it'l

I'm Fine, Trust me

It's just fine
Just stab me with that knife
I'm just fine
Rip my heart out when I'm alive

All that I see
Is you in my dreams
All that I see
Is that my heart is incomplete

It's just fine
My heart's made of ice
It's just fine
Just make me feel alive

I saw a man
no ordinary man
he... his tuxedo
top hat, height, broad shoulders
his smile
handsome and charming

Leaning against a lampost
when it was night time
looking at me in my flimsy dress
the clack of my shoes
the blush of my face

But he was evil
yet I knew
and even then
I still loved him
seduced with love
I wanted to be with warmth
forever

He was all I wanted
like my energy
he wanted my heart
so I let him take it

Twitching on the cold stone ground
blood dripping from his smile
a hole left in
my chest
where he took it
and I laughed.

I'm Sorry...I'm sorry…
I'm so, so, sorry…

I don't mean to be such a nuisance
to everyone…
I know you all try and be nice about it,
but would you all just say it straight out?!?

Just say it!

"You're a shame! You're stupid! You're nothing!"

It's as simple as that right? Why is it so hard for
you all just to say it to my face?!?

Please…just say it if that's how you really feel…
I already know I'm a disappointment in all of your eyes
so stop tossing your words around and being so nice about it!
Trying not to hurt me only hurts me more than saying what you really mean…
You don't need to spare me those words of dis

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Fishing

by *102vvv, Feb 21, 2012, 6:35:03 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I caught your glance
And I was struck,
I knew my wish
I needed luck,
I cast my line
Into the sea,
And hoped you'd bite
So we could be.<3

Fishingby *102vvv

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

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*omg thank you guys so much for all the favs!<3

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~volva-autobot Sep 25, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

DAAAAAAW!

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*102vvv Sep 26, 2012 Student General Artist

thanks :3 <3

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~volva-autobot Sep 26, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

Oh your welcome! ^^

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*STORMCORROSION Mar 13, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

Very lovely photo and words, great job!

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*102vvv Mar 13, 2012 Student General Artist

thank you!<3

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*DeviousWitch Feb 24, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

That is so sweet!

I really love your poetry, it's amazing!

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*102vvv Feb 24, 2012 Student General Artist

aww thank you!^^<3

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*DeviousWitch Feb 25, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

you're welcome

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~TheFeyOne Feb 22, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

well i like the pic and the concept the poem concept isnt bad but i have to agree w the last comment REALLY PEOPLE? so that we could be?!?!? for fucks sake . . .

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~Cristalee Feb 22, 2012 Student Writer

"that we can be" that what? a line in the sea?
this is not worthy of the front page

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